im having trouble coming up with something that will make me seem appealing with out you actually getting to know me in any way so im thinking its not possible so lets just say that the people that i want to like me love me and the people i want nothing to do with enjoy the hell out of hating me

myself from an omnipitent point of view so that i may get outside of the shell and illusion of ego and all these things that stifle human emotional growth.i want to look into the eyes of my creator if that makes any sense?