hotRN's Blog

What is it about men? Why do they portray themselves as being nice, caring, blah, blah,and if they get what they want from you totally either ignore you, or act differently toward you. I am really starting to believe that there isn't anyone out there who doesn't BS you or mess with your head. I tell people the truth about things, and I don't change it. I tend to be gun shy anyway, really rough divorce a few years ago- should have learned then. Maybe I am just NOT worthy of the time, I don't know. The people who know me know that I am not clingy, not high maintenance, can have a good time doing almost anything, and, if they take the time to find out , can talk about almost anything. I came to this site,because I am tired of the sos around my area with guys.Guess I am just being grouchy- oh well.
I decided to add a little more-------- I know women can really mess with guys heads, just like they do with us, but I still say, what is it that I have to do to be good enough for you guys out there? I'm not a total dog (visually), i don't screw around with other guys if I am seeeing someone, i am really open to experiencing anything new, doing something with someone that i've never done before-never know if you like something if you don't give it a try, right? So, why are men so territorial with a woman, get jealous if other guys talk to her when they are seeing her, but, think it's ok for them to do whatever they want, even if they know it upsets the person they are seeing and they would get upset if she did the same thing to them? why is it a double- standard? Or, do I just gravitate toward the guys who will do that kind of thing to me?